Must...Stay...Awake...

I don't want to go to bed, because I know as soon as I do, I'll wake up and it'll be tomorrow and I won't be able to eat hardly anything. I'm so stupid like that. I don't like the weight at all, and I know it has to come off, for my health and self-esteem's sake, but I'm too dumb to just have self-control and not overeat. As far as my image goes, I know now that I don't want to be super skinny. I've always thought the best body type on a woman is one that has just a little bit extra padding, if you catch my drift. My target size is 12, or even a 10. I don't want to drop below double digits, actually. You can be healthy at a size 12.

I should at least have one last Coffee Crisp, at least. One of my Canadian friends brought me a big ol' bag of them for graduation and not being able to have them for 1-2 months is the most heartbreaking thing of all. Why are they so delicious??